Wide Apertures up Close

Given my lack of subjects to photograph under the current conditions, I have been exploring the idea of using wide apertures for up close images with Classic Neg. film simulation and just photographing colors and shapes.  Wondering what I can do with my 35mm F2 lens, I have been making images at random around me like these shown above.

I like the results, but I’m wondering what it would be like using a 35mm lens at F0.95.  I could order one, but it only focuses manually.  I have some time to think about it since the lens is currently out of stock.  My initial thoughts are that I probably don’t need the 35mm F0.95 aperture lens.  But, there are other wide aperture prime lenses.