I am at a loss. I am adrift. I don’t know what to do with my photography. I do not want to make photographic clichés. I’m tired of all of the lies and ways we try to convince ourselves that all is right with the world.
I wrote that I was going to “hang it up” for awhile while I looked for other directions for my photography and blog. And then I found I missed posting and I responded to the concerns of some who only wanted to see more “eye candy” or more of my monochromes or more of my colorful flowers.
Over time I have kept reverting back to what I enjoyed in the past, which was to try and play with different cameras and lenses. None of this is wise or enjoyable anymore; therefore, I am back to wondering what I should do for the future.
I think I need more time and I need to get back to searching for a better path going forward. In the meanwhile I am going to keep striving and stop posting as much as I search for a more sustainable and simpler way forward.